Showing posts with label humility. Show all posts
Showing posts with label humility. Show all posts

Saturday, January 3, 2026

A Poignant Thought

     Happy New Year!

     For some the prospects the New Year offers are offset by the frustrations of the year before. That’s particularly so for the indie writer:

     I don’t know that lady, but her bittersweet announcement strikes a chord with me. 22 books! God alone knows how long and hard she labored over her offerings. And while 22 is better than zero, I’m sure her aspirations ran to higher numbers.

     There are a lot of us. We probably outnumber writers published by conventional publishing houses by a couple of orders of magnitude. And it’s a given that not all of us are really good writers or storytellers. But the doggedness of the indie writer carries a meaning independent of whether he’s got all the assets of a Steinbeck, a Hemingway, or a Faulkner.

     There are stories in him. Regardless of his abilities, he wants to tell them. And they might just need to be told. If you’re my age or older, you might remember this tag line from an old television show:

     There are eight million stories in the naked city. This has been one of them.

     That show focused on a single police precinct in New York City. It was widely acclaimed. Yet it told stories embedded in relatively ordinary lives.

     A human life is composed of stories. Some are complete; others are “works in progress.” Some shriek with immediacy. And very few are ever told.

* * *

     Long ago, I wrote:

     The distribution of writers attempting the e-publication channel goes something like this:
  • 90% or more: Persons who cannot write and should not try.
  • ~7%: Persons with a fair command of English, but who have no stories to tell that anyone else would want to read.
  • ~2%: Persons with a fair command of English who have stories to tell, but whose styles and preconceptions are unsuited to telling them in a winning fashion.
  • ~1%: Capable storytellers, including a significant number who could crack the “traditional” publishing channels (or who already have).

     I rather regret that partition. I’ve come to believe that everyone has one or more stories in him. He may not have the ability to tell them in a winning way, but they’re there nonetheless. If they press him fiercely enough, they’ll come out: perhaps just in conversation over a beer, but they will be told. And those to whom they are told will feel their impact.

     I’ve encountered quite a number of other indie writers these past fifteen years. (We tend to cluster. After all, no one else will have us.) They share the need to tell stories. Even the least capable of us is responding to pressures he cannot withstand.

     Yet answering “What do you do?” with “I’m a writer” is the most reliable way I know of making the asker excuse himself and head for refuge. Sometimes it works even if the asker is an aspiring writer himself. Try it at your next social gathering.

     Even once set down in print or pixels, some stories remain “untold” de facto. No one listens. Perhaps that’s what keeps America’s legion of therapists in business.

* * *

     Don’t mind me. After all, I’m just a talkative old man. As I’ve said before, I write these pieces mainly for myself. That includes the stories I tell. No one is obliged to listen, and few do. But I do have a point.

     You have stories in you. So do the people around you. They want to tell theirs at least as urgently as you want to tell yours. They might not be articulate. They might not have patience enough to do all that typing and formatting. But their need is no less than yours.

     Among the simplest and greatest of charities is the gift one gives by listening.

     Just an early-morning thought.

Monday, November 16, 2020

Insults And Apologies

     Have you ever been insulted? Not differed with; not told that you’re ignorant of important facts; personally insulted, i.e., meaning that your intellect, ethics, or character have been disparaged. I’d imagine it’s happened to most people at least once.

     It can be maddening. The insulted one can be moved to behavior as low or lower than the provocation that elicits it. Oftentimes, both parties are filled with “woulda / coulda / shoulda” regrets and rewrites of the conversation at issue. The long-term effects can be cause for great and prolonged sadness.

     What’s particularly poignant about such events is how reliably they’re seen as avoidable, with the benefit of a cooling-off period and some candid hindsight. And indeed, an occasion for a justified insult is a truly rare thing. Not that justification makes an insult a good course to follow. Dale Carnegie probably clucks down from heaven whenever one comes to his attention.

     I’m no angel. I’ve done it, and more than once at that. I’ve been on the receiving end as well. I’ve known the regret-filled aftermath. I’ve also known the hopelessness of ever patching up the relationship sundered by the insult. It’s near to impossible, for a basic, easily understood reason that very few people ever reflect upon.

     No apology can close and heal the wound made by a true insult. The essence thereof is the implied premise: that the insulter – i.e., the person who delivered the insult – is the insultee’s intellectual, ethical, or moral superior, and that therefore, the former is entitled to judge the latter. How does anyone recover from that?

     Back when dueling was still licit de facto — to the best of my knowledge it was never legal here de jure — most duels were fought over personal insults. The old convention of dueling was that unless agreed otherwise beforehand, neither of the duelists would attempt to kill the other. The aim was to inflict humiliation. Wounds were to be disabling at most, but preferably painful or disfiguring. Satisfaction could come merely from having compelled the other party to face such fire. No wound need be inflicted; it need not come to anything more.

     Considering the amount of insult and venom in contemporary discourse, dueling might just be on the verge of a comeback. There are an awful lot of arrogant, self-righteous, and supercilious types out there, and they’ve angered an awful lot of folks.

     It's not looking good, Gentle Reader. People are talking about secession again. Were the differences between Left and Right mere matters of policy, we could find a way to get past our political differences in the name of social cohesion. But that hasn’t been the case for some years now.

     Forgive me, please. I’m in a “down” state of mind. Yes, it’s because of an insult delivered to me by someone who clearly thinks himself my superior. I don’t know him; he insulted me from behind an anonymizing moniker. I’m reasonably sure he doesn’t know me. But the sense of personal disparagement and belittlement is no less for that.

     File this among “Challenges to one’s Christianity.”

Sunday, March 29, 2020

Age, Humility, And Wisdom

     A college classmate once said something extremely insightful to me. However, the insight only became apparent with the passage of much time. The irony in this will soon become clear.

     The classmate, whose name was Jay, opined that “old people” who don’t succumb to senility almost automatically become “incredibly wise.” I, being a sprat of no great wisdom at the time, let Jay’s statement pass “in one ear and out the other,” with no digestion occurring during the journey. (I was playing chess at the time, but that’s no excuse.) Today, with a few more years under my belt, I can see, more clearly than the college kid I was, not only that Jay was right but why.

     As the median age of Liberty’s Torch’s Gentle Readers is approximately 83.27 (5:30 AM Eastern Standard Time), I’ll bet you can see it too.


     The stimulus for this essay is, of all things, a tweet:

This is a good time to maintain some humility about how ridiculous it is to
believe any of us, including experts, know exactly the best thing to do and how soon to
do it. We’ll be guessing and correcting to the win. Some of us will later seem psychic,
but we don’t know who NOW.

— Scott Adams (@ScottAdamsSays) March 28, 2020

     Just in case you’ve been immured in an Anchorite’s cell or perched atop Saint Simeon Stylite’s pillar these past thirty years, Scott Adams is the creator and author of the Dilbert comic strip that’s delighted everyone in America (other than a few pointy-haired bosses) for decades. He’s 62 years old as of this writing: “getting old” but not yet “old” (except in the minds of younger ignorami). But though Adams might not yet be one of Jay’s “old people,” it seems he’s absorbed more wisdom than most from his years on Earth. The above is a demonstration thereof.

     In the last analysis, the essence of wisdom is humility.


     Given my own failing memory – yes, it was once better than it is today, really and truly – I can’t be perfectly certain about the attribution of the following:

     “Most people are willing to give up their preconceptions, once they’ve had them tattooed on their heads with a blunt instrument.” – Keith Laumer, in one of his “Retief” novels

     “Preconceptions,” as Laumer used the term above, might better be termed misconceptions: mistaken notions about people and causality formed by one of limited experience and inadequate humility. Limited experience tends to be a characteristic of youth, though an older person who has led what was once called a “sheltered life” could be equally limited.

     The correlation of limited experience with personal arrogance – the attitude of the “know it all” — is very strong. It takes extensive acquaintance with reality – with people in all their variety, and the myriad ways in which our enterprises and schemes can go astray – to teach most of us how little we really know. That requires more than a couple of dozen trips around old Sol.

     It is not recorded how old Socrates was when he said that “Only one thing do I know, and that is that I know nothing,” but I’ll bet he wasn’t in the bloom of youth.


     At this time, America, like the rest of the world, is coping with the Wuhan virus. It’s brought about a number of (hopefully) temporary alterations to our patterns of life. These have not been easy adaptations for most of us. Our vibrant economy is badly hobbled, our social mechanisms are largely idled, and our politics has...wait just a moment...great God in heaven! Nothing has changed about our politics!

     That’s right, Gentle Reader: Even though the whole nation is suffering, no one knows what’s going on epidemiologically, and no one is quite sure what can be done about it, our political squabbles continue unaltered and unabated. In the political realm, it’s still war to the knife.

     A couple of commentators have wished we could unite in resistance to this new threat, just as the terrorist attacks of Black Tuesday, September 11, 2001 seemed to bring us together. In retrospect, our surge of national unity after 9/11 was more illusion than actuality. It took about three weeks before the Democrats were in full and vicious cry against anything and everything the Bush Administration did or proposed. The pattern in recent political fusillades is comparable.

     Kim Hirsch delineates the media front in this conflict. Her piece is worth reading in its entirety, but it’s her closing I’ll excerpt here:

     Trump is doing what he thinks is best for the country. Dr. Deborah Birx, along with Dr. Anthony Fauci, are advising the President, based upon their examination of scientific data. They’re the experts, but they’re learning, too. And no one in the media knows what goes on when Trump meets with his advisory team, either.

     The media ghouls should shut up about things they don’t know about, and let the grownups do their job.

     If only! But the media have abandoned reportage and journalism in favor of political combat on the Democrats’ side, so the prospects for “letting the grownups do their job” are very poor.

     The humility deficit on display is one of the most garish on record.


     Mark McCormack, in his book What They Don’t Teach You At Harvard Business School, wrote that the three sentences people in business have the most difficulty mastering are “I don’t know,” “I was wrong,” and “I need help.” Each of those three sentences is an admission of limitation, of fallibility – and a demonstration of humility. But if humility correlates with experience, it becomes plain that we should not expect such admissions from young persons...nor from persons who’ve been protected from the consequences of their arrogance.

     “Journalism” is a protected space in which you can be an arrogant idiot and get away with it. There are other such spaces, notably academia and entertainment. (See a pattern there?) None of the reporters or opinion-mongers slathering President Trump and his Administration with sarcasm and contempt will ever have to make decisions of great moment under the pressure of momentous developments. They’re safe, protected by their trades from having to make such decisions and answer for the consequences. The worst consequence they face is being termed “fake news:” a characterization they resent but richly deserve.

     It would be foolish to expect that such persons would have amassed the degree of humility that would militate them away from their current behavior pattern. They know how to do the boss’s job better than the boss. We don’t even need to ask them; they tell us so morning, noon, and night.

     Yet they wonder why private Americans deem the media far less trustworthy than the president they despise and habitually ridicule. It is to laugh.

Thursday, January 9, 2020

Arrogance: A Quick Venting

     There are, in this world, persons who know more about a given subject than do I. There are, in this world, persons who’ve given more study and thought to a topic than have I. I know many such persons. I accord them the respect due their erudition. But erudition is trumped by arrogance.

     This is a particularly sore point with me. I’ve suffered a great deal of personal abuse from persons who thought their erudition – in many cases, their claims to erudition – entitled them to deride and dismiss me, or to treat me with contempt. In these closing stanzas of my life I’ve become absolutely unwilling to endure it. This extends to persons who have expressed contempt for those who hold particular opinions that I share.

     Everyone encounters people with whom he differs on some topic. One necessary ingredient of social peace is the tolerance of such differences. That tolerance must embed a willingness to admit that one might be wrong. That willingness is incompatible with a haughty or arrogant attitude toward those of other views. I won’t have it in any facet of my life.

     When I make a carefully-phrased statement of fact, my Gentle Readers may rest assured that it expresses the best knowledge I have on the subject. Even so, I will allow that my “best knowledge” might not be perfect, even on subjects where I fancy myself well-schooled and well-traveled. If you choose to differ with me, I’ll listen politely...right up to the point where you become haughty and arrogant. Moreover, I allow less margin to persons who have offended me in the past, whether or not they’re aware of having done so. Consider it a fault if you like; I doubt it will ever change.

     Finally, far more people think themselves highly intelligent and / or knowledgeable than are objectively justified in thinking so. That’s a bit of insight that takes some years, and some bruises, for most of us to acquire. (Ask any parent with teenaged kids.) This is one of the strongest practical arguments for the cultivation of humility. Verbum sat sapienti.

     I’ll probably be back later with a dollop of the regular crap.

Saturday, June 8, 2019

Concepts, Conceits, And Physical Laws

     “It’s better not to know so much than to know so much that isn’t so.” – Originator unknown, but frequently attributed to humorist Kin Hubbard

     Mankind is a limited species. We are capable within those limits, but incapable outside them. People forget this rather frequently – usually when it would satisfy their most cherished fantasies if it were not so. Some of the folks most frequently guilty of imagining themselves unlimited, at least within a particular demesne, work in science or technology.

     Consider, if you will, a phrase often bandied about, sometimes in a sarcastic or humorous fashion: “Does it violate the laws of physics?” Smith might reply in this fashion to Jones, when Jones objects to a proposal of Smith’s. The implication, of course, is that if what Smith has suggested doesn’t violate the laws of physics, then it’s possible at the very least.

     (Yes, many things are possible in theory but aren’t doable in practice. But that’s not what I’m driving at here. Bear with me.)

     What is the subtext of Smith’s riposte to Jones? Only this: “You and I both know the laws of physics well enough to be aware that what I’ve proposed lies within them.” Among scientists and technologists, that subtext usually goes unchallenged. That’s a pity.


     The suggestion that the spatiotemporal universe we inhabit is “governed” by “laws” is an assumption, a premise required for the orderly investigation of natural phenomena. It’s been a generally trustworthy assumption since Francis Bacon. However, it underpins a form of conceit that’s had as much of a retarding influence on the accumulation of human knowledge as any set of taboos.

     Breakthroughs in the hard sciences are achieved mostly by young researchers. Such persons are more willing to challenge what “everyone knows” than their elders. The elders serve the cause of scientific advancement by forcing the young upstarts to prove their contentions. I use the word prove not in the mathematical sense of establishing a truth impervious to contradiction, but in the observational sense: the demonstration that some phenomenon does not conform to the “laws of physics” as the elders imagine them.

     The universe does indeed seem to obey a set of “laws of physics.” However, the further we probe into the realms of the very large, the very small, and the very fast, the more likely it seems that we don’t really know those laws in absolute, all-encompassing, perfect-precision exactitude. As we’re too limited a species to go beyond certain magnitudes, my contention is that we never will.

     The true scientist is aware of the nature of true science: a realm of observation, inference, hypothecation, and experimental design in which a theory can be disproved but never proved beyond all possibility of subsequent contradiction. He hopes not for absolute knowledge but for confidence: an ever-increasing set of confirmations of the theories he propounds about the laws of Nature. That confidence arises from success in predicting the outcomes of relevant, well designed experiments.

     Such a scientist must remain faithful to Socrates’ Dictum: “Only one thing do I know, and that is that I know nothing.” To abandon that post is to leave off being a scientist and become a dogmatist.


     This comes to mind today because of this article about the EmDrive:

     SINCE THE BIRTH of the space age, the dream of catching a ride to another solar system has been hobbled by the “tyranny of the rocket equation,” which sets hard limits on the speed and size of the spacecraft we sling into the cosmos. Even with today’s most powerful rocket engines, scientists estimate it would take 50,000 years to reach our closest interstellar neighbor, Alpha Centauri. If humans ever hope to see an alien sunrise, transit times will have to drop significantly.

     Of the advanced propulsion concepts that could theoretically pull that off, few have generated as much excitement—and controversy—as the EmDrive. First described nearly two decades ago, the EmDrive works by converting electricity into microwaves and channeling this electromagnetic radiation through a conical chamber. In theory, the microwaves can exert force against the walls of the chamber to produce enough thrust to propel a spacecraft once it’s in space. At this point, however, the EmDrive exists only as a laboratory prototype, and it’s still unclear whether it’s able to produce thrust at all. If it does, the forces it generates aren’t strong enough to be registered by the naked eye, much less propel a spacecraft.

     I’m eager for the results of the tests proposed for the EmDrive. I hope it demonstrates thrust without reaction for two reasons. First, it’s every science-fiction writer’s dream that reactionless propulsion be possible and achievable. Without it, we’re probably stuck in this solar system. But second and more important, it would reveal that one of the “laws of physics” – the conservation of momentum – comes with a codicil that begins “except for…” and goes on to state circumstances where it doesn’t apply as we’ve understood it lo! these many moons. That would be a true advance in the science of physics.

     What are the odds? I have no idea; I’m not conversant with the mechanisms underlying the EmDrive. If I had to place a bet, it would be on the conservation of momentum. In other words, I’d say the observed thrust is probably an illusory effect. But science requires that I be open to the possibility that the EmDrive will really work as proposed.

     It really comes down to a concept – and a word – that scientists cordially detest and strive to avoid with all their might:

     Not that the count was a drone. At last reports, he had been involved in some highly esoteric tampering with the Haertel equations—that description of the space-time continuum which, by swallowing up the Lorentz-Fitzgerald contraction exactly as Einstein had swallowed Newton (that is, alive), had made interstellar flight possible. Ruiz-Sanchez did not understand a word of it, but, he reflected with amusement, it was doubtless perfectly simple once you understood it.
     Almost all knowledge, after all, fell into that category. It was either perfectly simple once you understood it, or else it fell apart into fiction. As a Jesuit—even here, fifty light-years from Rome—Ruiz-Sanchez knew something about knowledge that Lucien le Comte des Bois-d’Averoigne had forgotten, and that Cleaver would never learn: that all knowledge goes through both stages, the annunciation out of noise into fact, and the disintegration back into noise again. The process involved was the making of increasingly finer distinctions. The outcome was an endless series of theoretical catastrophes.
     The residuum was faith.

     [James Blish, A Case of Conscience]

     Food for thought…and for humility.

Sunday, August 12, 2018

One Coin, Two Faces: A Sunday Rumination

     Among the greatest challenges of life is the struggle, when one is beset by tragedy, to remember to be grateful. Loss tends to make one close in upon oneself. Grief, especially, has an emotionally isolating effect. These effects can even cause one to forget what it is one is grieving about.

     We must therefore classify the grief that follows loss as a selfish emotion. It seems counter-intuitive, but a dispassionate examination of the phenomenon confirms that assessment. Consider, for example, the oft-heard wail of the recent widow: “He was everything to me. How am I to go on without him?”

     This is not a condemnation of grief. It’s built into our psyches because we need it. Nearly everyone who ever lives will suffer grief at some point – and nearly everyone who ever lives will emerge from it, probably to a state of relative peace. For after grief has passed, gratitude can return, and with it a perspective we seldom associate with grief: humility.

     Coarsely stated, humility is the recognition that “it’s not all about me.”


     Allow me to tell you a true story.

     Jack was an Irish immigrant to these shores. He’d come here as a married adult, with a wife and two children. Like many Americans of Irish descent, he was a Catholic. He and his wife raised their children to be Catholics as well.

     Shortly after their arrival in America, Jack ‘s wife presented him with a third child: his daughter Meghan. Meghan grew to become a bright and beautiful young woman. She remained a practicing Catholic lifelong. Going away to college didn’t change that at all.

     It did change one thing: she met, fell in love with, and agreed to marry a young American of Irish descent: a Protestant. When she brought that bit of news home to Jack, he was beyond furious. He absolutely forbade the match. When she informed him that the wedding had been scheduled and pleaded with him to escort her down the aisle in traditional fashion, he refused.

     Meghan and Jack never spoke again.

     Some years later, after Meghan and her husband had relocated to California for his job, Jack suffered a severe heart attack. His prospects for survival were bleak; his doctor didn’t think he’d make it through that night. Jack’s wife called Meghan to give her the news. She was horrified that her father might depart this world while the two were still estranged. She immediately boarded a red-eye flight to Newark, the only one she could get on short notice. At Newark airport she rented a car and, despite the lateness of the hour, immediately headed back to Long Island.

     She never made it. On the Verrazano Narrows Bridge, a drunk driver heading the other way crossed the median and killed her.

     Jack did recover from his heart attack, but he never recovered from having turned Meghan aside, nor from losing her before they could reconcile. To the end of his life he was a broken man.

     Incidentally, shortly after they’d relocated to California – well before Jack’s heart attack — Meghan’s husband became a Catholic.


     It is our shortfall in humility that leads us to do what Jack did. It is our recognition that we should be grateful for what we have – everything we have, from our bodies to our loved ones and friends to the most frivolous of our possessions – that makes it possible to recover from a grief such as his. His realization that he had created the very situation over which he grieved by asserting the primacy of his preferences over Meghan’s choice of a spouse was a classic failure of humility: a refusal to be grateful for his daughter and happy that she had found love.

     Gratitude is not possible without humility. Humility automatically engenders gratitude for our blessings. Without those paired virtues, the endless losses and lesser tragedies of life can immure us in a grief that never ends.

     We cannot feel loss without first having known value: the value we placed in the person or thing we’ve lost. It can be hard, in the throes of grief, to remember that. But to value something other than ourselves is an implicit recognition that “it’s not all about me.” When the worst has passed and we are able once again to think of the lost person or thing as it was, gratitude for the blessing of having known and enjoyed that value can return.

     And there was a day when his sons and his daughters were eating and drinking wine in their eldest brother's house:
     And there came a messenger unto Job, and said, The oxen were plowing, and the asses feeding beside them:
     And the Sabeans fell upon them, and took them away; yea, they have slain the servants with the edge of the sword; and I only am escaped alone to tell thee.
     While he was yet speaking, there came also another, and said, The fire of God is fallen from heaven, and hath burned up the sheep, and the servants, and consumed them; and I only am escaped alone to tell thee.
     While he was yet speaking, there came also another, and said, The Chaldeans made out three bands, and fell upon the camels, and have carried them away, yea, and slain the servants with the edge of the sword; and I only am escaped alone to tell thee.
     While he was yet speaking, there came also another, and said, Thy sons and thy daughters were eating and drinking wine in their eldest brother's house:
     And, behold, there came a great wind from the wilderness, and smote the four corners of the house, and it fell upon the young men, and they are dead; and I only am escaped alone to tell thee.
     Then Job arose, and rent his mantle, and shaved his head, and fell down upon the ground, and worshipped,
     And said, Naked came I out of my mother's womb, and naked shall I return thither: the LORD gave, and the LORD hath taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD.

     [Job 1:13-21]

     May God bless and keep you all.

Wednesday, March 14, 2018

Quickies: In Which Direction To Look Next Time

     Do you remember how every talking head with access to a microphone declared with total, unshakeable certainty, that Donald Trump could not win the 2016 presidential election? That he would never be the president? Do you remember major figures in high office, including Nancy Pelosi, Harry Reid, and Barack Obama guaranteeing that there will never, ever be a President Trump? Do you remember how the media ridiculed the few who disagreed, including the endlessly courageous Ann Coulter?

     If you don’t remember, YouTube has lots of video reminders available.

     Do you remember how those selfsame deriders of the Trump candidacy went on to predict disasters, catastrophes tantamount to Armageddon, because Donald Trump had defeated their anointed, pre-certified First Woman President In American History? Do you remember them aghast at how “the best qualified person to be president in history” had lost to the unqualified upstart Trump? Do you remember them nattering about how “much of the country is crying...terrified...fearful for their children’s future?”

     YouTube has lots of reminders of those pronouncements, too.

     This is hubris: the deeply held conviction that one cannot be wrong, that those who disagree cannot be right, that one occupies an elevated plane of knowledge and insight that others cannot reach. This is what comes of “believing your own bullshit,” a sin that Barack Obama admitted to. The Punditocracy adopted that sin long before Obama did – and they simply cannot stand to have reality rubbed in their faces. So they deny it, they scream “fraud,” “cheating,” “collusion,” “racism,” “sexism,” “homophobia,” “xenophobia,” and every other imprecation in the book, and do their damnedest to terrify everyone who'll still listen to them.

     “Defeat is education,” Louis Nizer has said. Being proved wrong is education. It disorients. The more conclusively wrong one is shown to be, the more disorienting it is...also, the more therapeutic. At least it can be therapeutic, if one prefers consciousness to catatonia.

     But for being proved wrong to be healthful, one must admit to having been proved wrong and ask the relevant questions: “What did I miss? What evidence did I disregard or under-weight? What flaw in my reasoning led me astray?”

     Who, among the uncounted talking heads who were certain that: 1) Trump would never be president, and: 2) that his presidency would be disastrous for the United States, has asked those questions and answered them honestly, without allowing his prejudices to seize upon evasions or excuses?

     I suppose what I’m asking is whether there are any honest partisans in the media. Are there? Have any of the opinion-mongers I’ve described above displayed even a glimmer of increased knowledge or deepened understanding? Because if there are any such, it would be worthwhile to pay attention to them. They might be the ones who are right the next time around.

     Think about it.

Friday, December 9, 2016

Decodings And Inferences: A Kinda-Sorta Rumination

     “Think you of the fact that a deaf person cannot hear. Then, what deafness may we not all possess? What senses do we lack that we cannot see and cannot hear another world all around us? What is there around us that we cannot know?” – Frank Herbert, Dune

     You may already have read this unprecedented story about a man blind for 20 years who has spontaneously regained his vision. Experts in the field are baffled by it; Kevin Coughlin’s experience of Leber Optic Neuropathy “should” have left him without optic nerve cells to conduct raw optical data to his brain. Yet today he sees, although not perfectly, and he’s unutterably grateful for it:

     “Now, I’m totally different. I’m a person who meditates daily, I pray,” he said.

     I certainly would, in his position. I have no doubt that most of my Gentle Readers would, too.

     However, this is a case of sight regained. Our knowledge of persons born blind is much bleaker. They, it seems, either lose the brain capacity required to decode and process optical data or never develop it. If he’s to live, one blind from birth must gain his eyesight before he reaches puberty; otherwise, the experience will cause him a fatal brain overload.

     There’s a whole banquet of food for thought in there.


     Human senses are incredibly rich. We process our sensory data with a fineness and accuracy that’s only beginning to be appreciated. However, our senses are also finite:

  • Vision: Electromagnetic radiation within a narrow band of frequencies;
  • Hearing: Longitudinal pressure waves from roughly 20 Hz to 20,000 Hz;
  • Smell: A group of minerals and organic radicals for which we have olfactory receptors;
  • Taste: Eight discrete chemical sensations;
  • Touch: A limited range of pressures applied to our skins.

     We cannot directly sense events outside those bands. In some cases we can build devices that will detect the substances and phenomena that produce them...but what of events that fall qualitatively outside the capabilities of the senses?

     Our Weltanschauung is so completely dependent upon the kinds of input our senses can detect that we lack words with which to discuss the subject. Some imaginative souls have touched, albeit tentatively and usually with pronounced discomfort, on the possibilities. For example, in his early novel Sixth Column, Robert A. Heinlein employed the possibility of waves other than the electromagnetic kind – electrogravitic and magnetogravitic – that could be used to produce wholly new effects.

     Imagine that such phenomena exist. Imagine further that a few of us were to gain, spontaneously, sense organs that could detect them and neural pathways that could route the data to our brains. What would happen to such persons? Would they survive the experience? Or would they begin to “babble” about what they can “see” that we cannot – and how would we react to their “babbling?”

     If you’re thinking of Ray Milland’s old movie X: The Man with the X-Ray Eyes, you’re on the path I have in mind.


     If we go by our experience in such matters, it would be incredibly dangerous to perceive something that others cannot. Even if the recipient of such a sense were wise enough to keep it entirely to himself – that is, never to mention to others that he perceives events to which others are insensate – it would change his behavior in ways that would surely be plain to those around him. It’s odds on that he would be classified as “disturbed,” to be confined and treated for “his own good.” That’s been the common lot of “visionaries” throughout history.

     The reason is obvious: The rest of us would have no way to distinguish between one gifted with such a new sense and a lunatic afflicted with hallucinations he cannot distinguish from “reality.” Perhaps we would be right to try to “help” him...but it’s not something about which we should ever be perfectly certain.

     In this connection, what shall we make of the divergences among us that spring from our interior senses: the senses we possess whose reports we experience privately, in a fashion that cannot be fully shared?


     An experience that must, for whatever reason, remain forever private is a tough thing to relate to others. C. S. Lewis touched on one aspect of the difficulty in The Screwtape Letters:

     You will notice that we have got them completely fogged about the meaning of the word “real.’” They tell each other, of some great spiritual experience, “All that really happened was that you heard some music in a lighted building;” here “real” means the bare physical facts, separated from the other elements in the experience they actually had. On the other hand, they will also say “It's all very well discussing that high dive as you sit here in an armchair, but wait till you get up there and see what it's really like:” here “real” is being used in the opposite sense to mean, not the physical facts (which they know already while discussing the matter in armchairs) but the emotional effect those facts will have on a human consciousness.

     Reality – the world as it is – is independent of our observations. Yet our grasp of reality is uncertain. What others perceive, we may not, whether because “you had to be there” or because some of us perceive more broadly or finely than others. The limitations on our senses and their shareability or the lack thereof are insuperable.

     It should make us humble, reluctant to impose our conclusions about things on others as if their perceptions and conclusions are somehow inferior to ours. That’s not always the case.


     Experience is the hardest teacher, because she gives the test first, and the lesson after. – Originator unknown

     Ultimately our success, however defined, is the consequence of the accuracy of our perceptions and the conclusions we draw from them. This is as true for nations as for individuals. It suggests that shared experiences are an important determinant of a nation’s internal harmony – that our perceptions of the world cannot diverge too far without fracturing our attitudes too greatly to bear one another’s proximity. The application to several contemporary contretemps, especially untrammeled immigration, should be obvious.

     Rudyard Kipling’s fiction and poetry provides many glimpses of this truth. Perhaps the best known is “The Stranger:”

The Stranger within my gate,
     He may be true or kind,
But he does not talk my talk--
     I cannot feel his mind.
I see the face and the eyes and the mouth,
     But not the soul behind.

The men of my own stock,
     They may do ill or well,
But they tell the lies I am wanted to,
     They are used to the lies I tell;
And we do not need interpreters
     When we go to buy or sell.

The Stranger within my gates,
     He may be evil or good,
But I cannot tell what powers control--
     What reasons sway his mood;
Nor when the Gods of his far-off land
     Shall repossess his blood.

The men of my own stock,
     Bitter bad they may be,
But, at least, they hear the things I hear,
     And see the things I see;
And whatever I think of them and their likes
     They think of the likes of me.

This was my father's belief
     And this is also mine:
Let the corn be all one sheaf--
     And the grapes be all one vine,
Ere our children's teeth are set on edge
     By bitter bread and wine.

     Kipling wasn’t one to mince words. But the lesson applies to more than immigration, racial and ethnic divergences, and such: It pertains even more imperatively to religious convictions. Such convictions, even when held “secularly” and stated with no implication whatsoever of Divine provenance, can divide a people more immiscibly than any other kind of conviction.

     Are you thinking of Islam at the moment, Gentle Reader? It’s understandable. But the matter is even broader than that.


     I had an illuminating conversation yesterday, with someone dear to me who said at one point that “of course we’re all created equal.” “Equal before God?” I said. “Of course. Otherwise, not.”

     As my conversational partner is an atheist, she immediately replied that “God’s got nothing to do with it. I’m talking about equality before the law.” I started to reply and checked myself. I’d had a flash of insight. My expression must have changed, for she noticed it at once.

     After a moment I said, “Equality before the law is a religious notion,” and braced myself for her response. It was the one I’d expected: She sneered and said, “Nonsense. Where did you get that idea?”

     I counted to three, smiled, and said, “Where did you get the idea that it isn’t?”

     One can’t often see a connection forming in another person’s mind. I saw one then. It was a beautiful sight to behold.


     The philosophers of the Enlightenment, several of whom held themselves to be atheists, would have sneered just as my partner did. Yet they, too, would have been wrong, for the concept of equality before the law originated with the Christian faith. The Enlightenment thinkers to whom we’ve been told we owe it inherited it as a part of the Christian cultures from which they sprang. It seemed “self-evident” to them, so they gave it no further thought. That’s the way it is with a premise everyone around you shares.

     The histories of Christian societies cemented the premise of equality before the law in the minds of their people. They inferred their conclusions from those experiences under a common understanding of the laws God wrote into Man’s nature: self-enforcing laws no legislature can repeal, modify, or except. Had their experiences been averse to the notion – that is, had the maintenance of equality before the law given rise to disharmony and disorder – they would, over time, have moved away from that premise and any conclusions based upon it.

     Note what’s happened to nations that presumed the opposite. Note also the way nations upon which we’ve attempted to impose the concept of equality before the law, but without a Christian foundation, have failed one after the next and returned their people into the darkness.


     I’m sure there are many persons who’ve come at some time to Liberty’s Torch, have read a few of the pieces here, and have concluded that I’m out of my BLEEP!ing mind. My guess is that in most cases, we’ve lacked the requisite shared experiences of the world to see things even broadly the same way. I think of it as the “Pauline Kael effect:” no one she knew voted for Nixon, and quite possibly no one she’d ever known would have done so, so how could she understand why anyone would?

     The value of humility is made plain by such differences. However – and at least as significant – the importance of keeping to one’s own, mixing with outsiders only with caution and meticulous observance of formalities, cannot be overstated. It’s not merely possible to come to blows with others whose premises differ with those of one’s “milk culture;” it’s close to certain.

     The subject is inexhaustible. I’m sure I’ll return to it at some point. However, for now, I’ve ranted far longer than usual. It’s time for me to close and prepare for Mass.

     May God bless and keep you all.

Sunday, September 4, 2016

Impediments To Evangelism: A Sunday Rumination

     Every Christian, regardless of his denomination, is a part of the Mystical Body of Christ. In like manner, every Christian, regardless of his denomination or his stature within it, is called to participate in the Great Commission:

     Then the eleven disciples went away into Galilee, into a mountain where Jesus had appointed them. And when they saw him, they worshipped him: but some doubted. And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth. Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost: Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen. [Matthew 28:16-20]

     For the Apostles, all of them born Jews and schooled within the Judaic tradition, it must have seemed straightforward: We are to teach. Therefore we must speak of what Christ has told us to all who will hear us. I have little doubt that that was the course they followed.

     But note: Having personally known the Son of God, they were aware that He required them to live as He commanded. They were not merely to repeat His commandments to others, while freely disobeying them when “on their own time.” Had they not been good examples as well as good preachers of the Word, they could not have evangelized effectively.

     Among contemporary Christians, that dictum is violated about as often as it’s observed. Even among regular churchgoers, men who tithe of their incomes to their parishes and provide all manner of services to their congregations, there are many who reserve parts of their lives for priorities they place higher than God.

     But God is the highest priority. Awareness of His gifts and His will, mated to gratitude to Him for our lives and our chance for eternal bliss, must stand above all other things. While that doesn’t mean one must pray continuously and think only of spiritual duties, it does mean that when temporal concerns come into conflict with them, we must put our spiritual duties first.

     When one not yet persuaded of the truth of the Gospels sees those who claim to be Christians doing things Christians are supposed to abjure, his reservations, whatever their basis, will be reinforced. “Do as I say, not as I do” has that sort of effect on everyone.


     Central among the virtues a Christian must cultivate is humility. I’ve probably said or written that ten thousand times by now. Yet it’s a message that cannot be scamped or sloughed, for in humility is founded the most attractive of all the traits an evangelist can exhibit: the willingness to accept others as brothers in Christ, whether current or potential, despite all appearances to the contrary. C. S. Lewis, as usual, has brilliantly depicted the effects of the opposite attitude through his devil-protagonist Screwtape:

     I have been writing hitherto on the assumption that the people in the next pew afford no rational ground for disappointment. Of course if they do—if the patient knows that the woman with the absurd hat is a fanatical bridge-player or the man with squeaky boots a miser and an extortioner—then your task is so much the easier. All you then have to do is to keep out of his mind the question "If I, being what I am, can consider that I am in some sense a Christian, why should the different vices of those people in the next pew prove that their religion is mere hypocrisy and convention?" You may ask whether it is possible to keep such an obvious thought from occurring even to a human mind. It is, Wormwood, it is! Handle him properly and it simply won't come into his head. He has not been anything like long enough with the Enemy to have any real humility yet. What he says, even on his knees, about his own sinfulness is all parrot talk. At bottom, he still believes he has run up a very favourable credit-balance in the Enemy's ledger by allowing himself to be converted, and thinks that he is showing great humility and condescension in going to church with these "smug", commonplace neighbours at all. Keep him in that state of mind as long as you can. [From The Screwtape Letters]

     To accept Christ and His New Covenant is not an accomplishment in which one should take pride. It is a gift – a stroke of Divine mercy. To parade that gift as if it were a gold medal awarded for some athletic feat is to negate its beauty and its power to inspire emulation. To add a life of vice detectable by others is to grind His gift into the dust.

     It saddens me that not merely lay Christians but a substantial number of ordained priests and ministers have defiled that gift.


     I’ve said before that I write these Ruminations mainly as a way to talk to myself with some permanence. First and foremost they’re lessons from me to me, as if my better self were to catechize my poorer one. I review them more often than you might think. I publish them here on the off chance that others might derive some benefit from them, for I see that as part of my duty under the Great Commission.

     It comes at a cost: the recognition and admission of my own moral and ethical fallibility – i.e., my innate sinfulness. But that’s as much a blessing as it is a penalty, for it’s a reminder that however much I might prattle about humility, my own requires as much monitoring and reinforcement as anyone’s. Unless frequently reminded, any man’s humility can slip away – and it will carry away with it any power he might have to evangelize.

     Any counteragent to unjustifiable pride is a good one. Any reminder of one’s debt to God – especially the debt accrued by accepting His mercy – is a worthy one.

     May God bless and keep you all.

Sunday, May 8, 2016

Enough Is Enough: A Sunday Tirade

     I have had it with supercilious militant atheists. It’s time to start awarding them the backs of our hands – figuratively, at least.

     Freedom of thought is the one freedom that cannot be taken away, at least until the Omnipotent State perfects artificial telepathy. And in case you haven’t noticed, the overwhelming majority of Americans believe in a Supreme Being, a.k.a. God. Even many who attend no religious services and subscribe to no recognized religion will tell you, quite candidly, that they believe in God. Their belief impacts no one else. It certainly doesn’t affect the beliefs of those who differ.

     Yet militant atheists routinely deride believers. The worst of them attempt to squelch believers’ expressions of faith. Here’s a recent and particularly odious case of such:

     September 29, 2013, is a day Lindsey and Brent Sharpton will remember forever. It’s hard to forget the day you held a miracle in your hands. But to understand the end of this story, we need to start at the beginning …

     Like most young couples, Lindsey and Brent, who live in Asheville, North Carolina, had dreamed of the day they’d add a child to their family, of precious moments when they’d kiss sweet baby cheeks and run their fingers across downy soft hair. But things didn’t go as planned. They tried for a year before doctors told them they didn’t think they could have children, so they visited a specialist and looked into various procedures they could do.

     However, it developed that this young woman could not carry a child to term. Let’s skip the intermediate material about their efforts and their attempts to adopt, and get right to the good part:

     Months went by and nothing happened – until Sept. 29, 2013, when something unusual occurred, something miraculous. Pam Ledford is women’s ministry director at the church where Brent grew up. At the end of the Sunday morning service, a church member, Tonya, walked up to Pam and said, “I know this is going to sound crazy, but I felt like God told me to bring this baby to you. It needs a home.”

     That’s the heart of the story: the couple were presented with a baby they could love and raise as their own at their church. Needless to say, they thanked God for the blessing of a child, and have continued to do so in the years since then.

     But soft! What feces-coated comment is this that through yonder website breaks?

     Whether or not you accept it, it is a fact. We have evolved from earlier species. Whether you believe in god or not.

     I agree - great story for this couple. Meanwhile my friends wife just was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. When she reads a story like this, attributing this couple's good fortune to god, I wonder how she must feel about herself (also a believer in god).

     If you want to believe god did it, maybe it is in better taste to keep it to yourself.

     I was ready to chew girders and spit rivets. I have nothing against atheists – their faith is as unverifiable and unfalsifiable as mine – but when they posture as superior to those of us who believe, especially when they strive to make an expression of faith in God unspeakable, it brings me near to exploding.

     This is the most appalling demonstration of crudity I’ve seen in quite a while – and under the aegis of “good taste,” no less! Who authorized this...person, who clearly thinks himself both more intelligent and more mannerly than the woman he catechized, to educate the rest of us both in “fact,” which the theory of evolution is not, and in “good taste,” which he wouldn’t recognize if it were to creep up behind him and bite him on the ass?

     Before all else: the theory of evolution cannot be proved to be the genesis of Mankind, nor of anything else that currently walks, crawls, swims, or flies the Earth. Neither can it be disproved. It is a possible explanation for the variety of life we see around us, but it’s neither verifiable nor falsifiable for a simple reason: the experiment cannot be repeated. The same, of course, is true for any other possible explanation for life on Earth, including creation from scratch by God. And while we're on the subject of evolution, suppose it to be a proven fact, strictly for the sake of argument. Who shall say that God Himself didn't employ it to achieve the results He sought?

     Time was, religious persons were the forward ones. We committed many offenses against charity and humility in our relations with those who did not believe as we do. We learned better, mainly through the pain that arose from the consequences. Pain and frustration are excellent teachers...if we deign to pay attention to them.

     Today it’s the militant atheists who are the arrogant ones, the ones who’ve made it their mission to “instruct” us. The worst of them simply can’t allow any expression of faith where they can hear it or read it to go unreproved. Yet they preen themselves on their superior intellects and characters – a superiority that flows entirely from their embrace of atheism!

     Quite a resemblance to left-liberalism, eh what? I don’t think it’s a coincidence. What about you, Gentle Reader?

     It is vital that decent persons, regardless of their personal beliefs, take it upon themselves to rebuke the arrogance and discourtesy of such militants. What was wrong for us is just as wrong for them, and just as likely to result in painful consequences. Worse, considering how much comfort many take from their faith in times of trouble, deriding them for it is monumentally unkind.

     The great challenge is contriving to do this effectively, thus preserving some shred of the standard of public courtesy and civility that Americans once observed, without succumbing to the uncharity and arrogance we seek to deter. I hope my Gentle Readers have some thoughts about how to go about this, because the time has come for it.

     May God bless and keep you all...whether you believe in Him or not.

Saturday, October 17, 2015

Faults And Shortcomings

     This might not be the best idea I’ve had lately, but I’m going to do it anyway.

     The World Wide Web is a wild’n’woolly place. Many who’ve ventured onto it have taken offense at material we’ve found there. And of course, those of us who write for Weblication swiftly become aware that there are persons roaming the Web who could take offense at an observation about the wetness of water. To be maximally gentle about it, not all such persons are bashful about letting you know that you’ve offended them.

     (“Weblication” is cute, isn’t it? It’s not mine, though; the credit belongs to Will David Mitchell, an uncommonly nice guy who once ran a free promotional site for aspiring fiction writers called World Wide Weblications. Wherever you are, WDM, I hope you’re well and happy.)

     With only one definite exception, everyone who’s ever treaded the dust of this world has had some fault. People are like that: creatures of sporadically flawed reason and intermittently sound judgment, whose characters are “works in progress” until the day we die. That most certainly includes me.

     Once the survival and security necessities have been addressed, the central challenge of a human life becomes the quest for personal improvement. Many persons concentrate on improving their deployable powers and skills, often with an eye to some kind of extrinsic gain (e.g., more money, more prestige, greater attractiveness to the opposite sex, increased popularity and social acceptance). Though it’s not possible for any mortal to know how many focus on characterological improvement, I’d venture to guess that they’re fewer than the previous group. We tend to believe our own characters are just dandy even when that’s far from the truth.

     Yet no man but the Redeemer has ever been entirely without fault. Catholics are reminded of this in the Lord’s Prayer when we ask God to “forgive us our trespasses,” and in the celebration of the Mass when we ask that “Lord, have mercy.” (Time was, we did it in Greek: Κύριε, ἐλέησον Maybe that was to soften the impact.) It’s a truth that stands at the heart of Christianity, and is the foundation for Christ’s exhortation that we “judge not:”

     Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again. And why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brother's eye, but considerest not the beam that is in thine own eye? Or how wilt thou say to thy brother, Let me pull out the mote out of thine eye; and, behold, a beam is in thine own eye? Thou hypocrite, first cast out the beam out of thine own eye; and then shalt thou see clearly to cast out the mote out of thy brother's eye. [Matthew 7:1-5]

     Beyond even that lies the ever-expanding domain of offense deliberately taken: the vast number of occasions on which Smith, determined to be angry at Jones, finds some tendentious way to interpret Jones’s words as malicious. This has become so frequent that it’s superseded the older conception of gentlemanly conduct: “A gentleman is one who never gives offense unintentionally.” Our ppolitical discourse, in particular, is near to being ruined by it.

     Let no Gentle Reader of Liberty’s Torch think that I exempt myself from the above observations.

     This is on my mind because of an incident I shan’t describe in detail. Suffice it to say that another blogger, one I’ve seldom read and have never cited here or elsewhere, has taken such consistent exception to me that I can’t help but wonder what I might have done to wound her. I’m a small fry among Web writers; I have a few hundred daily readers and no influence on the opinions or emissions of the bigger fish. As I can do very little for or to anyone else engaged in this avocation, for anyone to reserve his bile for me strikes me as a waste thereof. For someone I’ve essentially ignored to do so is inexplicable.

     At any rate, to that person and to anyone else who’s taken offense at something I’ve said or written, or considers my opinions insulting, or is affronted by my very existence, I commend the Gospel citation from Matthew chapter 7 above. I won’t prostrate myself without having my offense specified; I apologize only for deliberate insults of which I’ve come to repent. And yes, I’m sure that I’ve essayed some that I’ll repent at a later time, but as I’ve said, every man’s character is a work forever in progress.

     However, one should always throw a sop to Cerberus, so all comments submitted to this piece will appear as submitted and without exception. If you’ve ever wanted to insult, vilify, or condemn me to my very own eyes, this is your chance. I don’t guarantee that I’ll ever offer another.

Saturday, September 19, 2015

Skills Versus Wisdom

     Many a man, once he has demonstrated some skill we value, will thereafter assume a pose of superior knowledge, insight, and wisdom over those who have purchased his wares. This is particularly the case with those whom we can’t seem to eject from our living rooms no matter how forcefully we change the channel: entertainers.

     Celebritarianism has intensified the assault on our senses and sensibilities to an alarming amplitude. I've argued for quite some time that the skill of an entertainer should not cause the entertained to impute knowledge, insight, or wisdom to him, but to little or no avail. Does a day ever go by when we’re not slathered with the social, economic, or political opinions of some celebrity, who, whatever his demonstrated skill, has shown us no reason to care about his opinions on such things? I’m sure I’m not the only American who’s getting tired of it all – but I’m equally sure that the barrage will continue. Celebrities gotta celebritate, don’t y’know.

     Dystopic has presented us with another data point on the graph: fantasy novelist Tad Williams. Please read the article for the only sample you’ll ever need. This is the mark of the “social justice warrior,” armed and on the march. Sheathed in the armor of his assumption of differential rectitude, he sallies forth to tell us about all the ways that “Republicans are like Nazis.” Of course he provides the usual insincere disclaimer:

     Of course it’s an oversimplification, and it’s in no way meant to suggest Republicans are actually Nazis. (Although there is a curious area of Venn diagram overlap, especially when it comes to racist beliefs and unthinking nationalism.)

     That’s merely a sample of the contempt Williams displays for those of us on the Right. He goes on to employ every vile rhetorical tactic “social justice warriors” have deployed since the Left first arose. The sole pity of his remarks is that though he is a skilled entertainer, his remarks and the attitude they convey will prejudice readers, both current and potential, against his works.

     SJWs are like that. They insist on imposing their political and social opinions on everyone and everything. And of course, they know they're right, which is why they so often burst into tears or erupt into violence when contradicted by a person of other views. Thus they destroy whatever else of value they might have to offer.


     Some years ago, I had the misfortune to be introduced to Abe, an SJW – we didn’t yet use that term for them – by some friends who thought it would be amusing to see us strike sparks from one another. I was informed beforehand that Abe was older than I, well to do, and intelligent, but nothing more.

     Abe latched onto me from the moment we were introduced...and from the moment we were introduced I was desperate for an escape hatch. For Abe, a social occasion meant yet another opportunity to impart his political views to some poor benighted soul who had yet to receive the blessing of his wisdom. That evening I was the poor benighted soul.

     I did my best to restrain myself despite Abe’s many provocations – I was in someone else’s home, after all – but there came a point where I could no longer do so. It arrived when Abe contemptuously dismissed George W. Bush, then the president, as a person of no competence who deserves no respect, because to Abe, Bush’s Christianity meant that “he needs the comfort of an imposed structure.”

     That did it. “Are you aware,” I said, “that you’re speaking to a devout Catholic?” I turned on my heel and stalked away. I must have sounded pretty fearsome, for Abe cringed and backed sharply away. He made a point of staying well away from me during the short interval before Beth and I took our leave.

     Here’s the sad part: Abe was reasonably intelligent and engaged with the world. We differed sharply, but if you allowed him his premises, most of his positions were logically defensible. We might have had a nice exchange on matters of mutual interest, if only he could have kept his politics from displacing whatever else he had to offer. But as I said above, SJWs are like that.


     Ace once pointed out that, though we on the Right are the ones seeking to depoliticize American life and culture, nevertheless we talk politics almost constantly. The contradiction is more apparent than real, but it still disturbs many persons who’d rather have less political jabber in their lives. In this regard, the failings of the SJWs should be a warning to us. We’re as capable as they of driving people away, particularly if we initiate hostilities by comparing Democrats or their party to Nazis, Communists, Scientologists, Hare Krishnas, or fans of Sinead O’Connor.

     I must admit to having fallen short of that standard more than once. I have strong opinions – surprise, surprise – and there are times when they “get away from me.” Anyone who believes himself to be correct about matters where many others are incorrect can succumb to the temptation. However, there’s a worse pitfall, which I wrote about here.

     At the core of true wisdom is the virtue of humility. Dystopic reminds us of it with a quote from Socrates:

     I am wiser than this man, for neither of us appears to know anything great and good; but he fancies he knows something, although he knows nothing; whereas I, as I do not know anything, so I do not fancy I do. In this trifling particular, then, I appear to be wiser than he, because I do not fancy I know what I do not know.

     Keeping always in mind that anyone, including you, can be wrong about anything is the sovereign remedy for the offenses discussed here. It causes us to focus, when interacting with others, on what our demonstrable skills equip us to offer those others that they might value. It also elicits important information, according to whether the others respond in kind.

Friday, August 21, 2015

Ashley Madison, Contemporary Mores, And The Christian Ethos

     From what I can discern from the Web chatter, the excrement has well and truly hit the fan in the “Ashley Madison” security breach. Not being in the security end of things, I can’t comment on how it happened...but I can certainly comment on why.

     Bear with me, Gentle Reader. You’re likely to encounter one or two surprises in what follows.


     “Life is short. Have an affair.” – Ashley Madison’s come-on.

     Apparently it surprised many to learn that many millions of their fellow Americans had signed up for the affair-facilitating service. It didn’t surprise me, and (of course) I’ll tell you why.

     Let’s start with a few basic, “environmental” observations:

  1. Sexually, ours is the least inhibited age since whatever period that was that Jean Auel wrote about in The Clan of the Cave Bear.
  2. These days everything is permitted except pedophilia, under current law as it’s enforced.
  3. Our popular culture – books, movies, television, periodicals, advertising, and couture – may justly be called “sex-saturated.”
  4. The unmarried are no longer stigmatized for any kind of sexual or parasexual behavior, including childbearing. Indeed, to be an adult virgin, even if unmarried, is frequently derided as if it were a mark of deficiency. (Ask Tim Tebow.)
  5. Many (perhaps most) Americans of today approach matrimony as if it were supposed to be a path to sexual Nirvana. Needless to say, the majority are swiftly disabused of any such notion.

     So our environment is practically shouting “Have sex! Have lots of sex! And demand that it be bodice-rippin’ good sex!" at us, from every angle and direction. And for a good forty years or more, young Americans have internalized that sexual ethic. “Sex is natural, sex is fun, sex is best when it’s...” Well, forget that last part. George Michael might not have anticipated some of the more recent trends.

     So the ones who get married have, shall we say, extravagant expectations. Such expectations are usually defeated by reality. I hardly think I need to list the ways.


     “Ah, yes, this son of my people’s enemies hath caused me weariness enough, and some pain, too, I will avow. I loved that poor mad Grecian child. A pity—she’d have made him the perfect wife—”
     “If he had not chosen to dally with others!” the merchant said.
     Solomon ben Ezra looked at his old friend. “Most men dally with others, Hasdai,” he said tartly. “Do not presume of thy fidelity to Sarah. Had she been less fair, or cold, who knoweth what thou mightest have done?”

     [Frank Yerby, An Odor of Sanctity]

     He who feels he’s been denied something he had a right to expect will feel he has a right to seek it for himself. And he will seek it for himself, unless constrained by a perception of risk or cost that exceeds his personal tolerance for those things.

     It shouldn’t be necessary for me to say this, but the deterioration of contemporary English-language communication has made it necessary:

“He,” as used above and in all other contexts where no specific individual is intended, refers to persons of either sex.

     (No, I will not write “he or she,” nor will I use “they” when the referent is singular in number. Those who do so are barbarians. Got that? Good. Now let’s proceed.)

     The World Wide Web has allowed services such as Ashley Madison to exist, to offer prima facie confidentiality to prospective customers, and thus to encourage them to believe that they can have an affair that will “fill their sexual gaps” yet remain completely private. This is a more powerful inducement to adultery than any development since the motel. Scant wonder that it’s become so popular...and still scanter wonder that hackers eager for a “big score” should have targeted it.

     In saying the above, I do not intend to condone adultery. The marriage vow forbids it, and no sophistry about “what he doesn’t know can’t hurt him” can countervail it. I merely note the dynamic involved. It’s quite powerful; possibly most married Americans of our time have felt it.


     Jesus went unto the mount of Olives. And early in the morning he came again into the temple, and all the people came unto him; and he sat down, and taught them.
     And the scribes and Pharisees brought unto him a woman taken in adultery; and when they had set her in the midst, They say unto him, Master, this woman was taken in adultery, in the very act. Now Moses in the law commanded us, that such should be stoned: but what sayest thou?
     This they said, tempting him, that they might have to accuse him. But Jesus stooped down, and with his finger wrote on the ground, as though he heard them not.
     So when they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her.
     And again he stooped down, and wrote on the ground.
     And they which heard it, being convicted by their own conscience, went out one by one, beginning at the eldest, even unto the last: and Jesus was left alone, and the woman standing in the midst.
     When Jesus had lifted up himself, and saw none but the woman, he said unto her, Woman, where are those thine accusers? hath no man condemned thee? She said, No man, Lord. And Jesus said unto her, Neither do I condemn thee: go, and sin no more.

     [The Gospel According To John, 8:1-11]

     Whether our hypersexualized culture will ever “relax” and return to some approximation of sanity, I cannot say. It doesn’t matter; we’re discussing today, a phenomenon organically derived from contemporary mores, and the tidal wave of public denunciations and (hopefully) private recriminations that have already begun. The former have probably peaked; the latter will crescendo as American spouses learn that their other half was among the millions of customers of Ashley Madison. But commentary has already begun and is bound to continue. Much of it will come from persons “unfit to cast the first stone,” which is where I’m headed just now.

     Christ Himself forbade the mob to stone “the woman taken in adultery.” He told us to “Judge not, lest ye be judged.” He commanded us to return good for evil:

     Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust. For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same? And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? do not even the publicans so? Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect.

     [The Gospel According To Matthew, 5:43-48]

     So those of us who claim to be Christians already have our marching orders. Of others not so blessed, I merely ask: Whence cometh your license to condemn, Dude?


     A few final words about “hypocrisy” and I’ll close for today. From Neal Stephenson’s The Diamond Age:

     "You know, when I was a young man, hypocrisy was deemed the worst of vices," Finkle-McGraw said. "It was all because of moral relativism. You see, in that sort of climate, you are not allowed to criticise others -- after all, if there is no absolute right and wrong, then what grounds is there for criticism?...

     "Now, this led to a good deal of general frustration, for people are naturally censorious and love nothing better than to criticise others' shortcomings. And so it was that they seized on hypocrisy and elevated it from a ubiquitous peccadillo into the monarch of all the vices. For, you see, if there is no right and wrong, you can find grounds to criticise another person by contrasting what he has espoused with what he has actually done. In this case, you are not making any judgment whatsoever as to the correctness of his views or the morality of his behaviour -- you are merely pointing out that he has said one thing and done another. Virtually all the political discourse in the days of my youth was devoted to the ferreting out of hypocrisy.

     "You wouldn't believe the things they said about the original Victorians. Calling someone a Victorian in those days was almost like calling them a fascist or a Nazi....

     "Because they were hypocrites... the Victorians were despised in the late Twentieth Century. Many of the persons who held such opinions were, of course, guilty of the most nefarious conduct themselves, and yet saw no paradox in holding such views because they were not hypocrites themselves -- they took no moral stances and lived by none."

     "So they were morally superior to the Victorians -- " Major Napier said, still a bit snowed under.

     "-- even though -- in fact, because -- they had no morals at all."

     "We take a somewhat different view of hypocrisy," Finkle-McGraw continued. "In the late Twentieth Century Weltanschaaung, a hypocrite was someone who espoused high moral views as part of a planned campaign of deception -- he never held these beliefs sincerely and routinely violated them in privacy. Of course. most hypocrites are not like that. Most of the time it's a spirit-is willing, flesh-is-weak sort of thing."

     "That we occasionally violate our own moral code," Major Napier said, working it through, "does not imply that we are insincere in espousing that code."

     "Of course not," Finkle-McGraw said. "It's perfectly obvious, really. No one ever said it was easy to hew to a strict code of conduct. Really, the difficulties involved -- the missteps we make along the way -- are what make it interesting. The internal, and eternal, struggle between our base impulses and the rigorous demands of our own moral system is quintessentially human. It is how we conduct ourselves in that struggle that determines how we may in time be judged by a higher power."

     The great majority of those who condemn others for essentially private sins are hypocrites and nothing more. As I wrote above, even those who cannot be charged with hypocrisy are ignoring the explicit words of the foremost moral authority ever to walk the Earth. Far better, even if you feel personally wronged by your spouse’s infidelity, to forgive – and not “merely” because Christ has exhorted us to do so, but because no other action is consistent with a decent humility.

     Hypocrisy – “The tribute vice pays to virtue” (La Rochefoucault) – is the exact opposite of the humility appropriate to fallible Man. Christ didn’t tell us to “Judge not” because we’re guaranteed to get it wrong. Remember: “the woman taken in adultery” was caught in the act. He told us to “Judge not” because that authority belongs to God and no one else.

     And we’ll all face it, probably sooner than we think.

Wednesday, July 29, 2015

“But It Violates The Laws Of Physics!”

     Good morning, Gentle Reader. The news is all bad, except for this bit:

     Interplanetary travel could be a step closer after scientists confirmed that an electromagnetic propulsion drive, which is fast enough to get to the Moon in four hours, actually works.

     The EM Drive was developed by the British inventor Roger Shawyer nearly 15 years ago but was ridiculed at the time as being scientifically impossible.

     It produces thrust by using solar power to generate multiple microwaves that move back and forth in an enclosed chamber. This means that until something fails or wears down, theoretically the engine could keep running forever without the need for rocket fuel.

     Say what? A completely enclosed propulsion system? A device that produces thrust without ejecting matter in the opposite direction? A drive that ignores the sacred Law of Conservation of Momentum?

     Hey, you ain’t seen nothin’ yet:

     The drive, which has been likened to Star Trek’s Impulse Drive, has left scientists scratching their heads because it defies one of the fundamental concepts of physics – the conservation of momentum – which states that if something is propelled forward, something must be pushed in the opposite direction. So the forces inside the chamber should cancel each other out.

     Note the charming use of my favorite word: should.

     However in recent years Nasa has confirmed that they believe it works and this week Martin Tajmar, a professor and chair for Space Systems at Dresden University of Technology in Germany also showed that it produces thrust.

     The drive is capable of producing thrust several thousand times greater than a standard photon rocket and could get to Mars within 70 days or Pluto within 18 months. A trip to Alpha Centauri, which would take tens of thousands of years to reach right now, could be reached in just 100 years.

     While all over the world, physicists and people who fancy themselves scientifically literate are muttering “What’s next, perpetual motion?” “Pons and Fleischman ride again” and “Just wait until someone figures out the scam.”

     But it’s not quite that simple. I’m here to tell you.


     It’s a commonplace rejoinder – among engineers, at least – to ask a skeptic about some proposition under discussion “Does it violate the laws of physics?” It expresses the conviction, popular among our sort, that “the laws of physics” are the sole serious constraint upon human technology and what it makes possible. In at least one sense, that conviction is a reliable guide to the possible. In another, it’s rather misleading.

     Physics is the name we give to the most fundamental of the sciences: the one that purports to study and elucidate the bedrock rules of existence. And indeed, those we call physicists have propounded marvelous theses over the centuries: “laws” from which they can predict the behavior of objects of specified characteristics within specified contexts. Some of those “laws” have yielded massive technological breakthroughs and consequent improvements to human life.

     But something else has been happening all the while: current physicists have disproved the “laws” propounded by prior physicists by testing them in realms of mass, size, and speed their predecessors could not explore. These supersessions of previously sacred “laws” proceeded under a principle of science sometimes called the Correspondence Principle: The replacement for an existing theory must perform as well or better in all the contexts in which the existing one seemed to function adequately.

     And since we’re talking about science here, perform actually means predict.

     Theory has followed upon theory for centuries, old ones falling by the wayside as new theories, inclusive of a wider range of conditions of mass, size, and speed, have out-predicted them. From this we infer an important limitation upon human knowledge:

We can never be sure we know
what the laws of physics are.


     Science fiction writers play along the margins of our physical knowledge all the time. I’ve done so myself:

     “So what did Martin haul us up here to show us?” Patrice said as they settled into seats in her sleeping area.
     “Actually, the showing comes a wee bit later,” Althea said. “First, a lot of telling.” She leaned against the lumpy nickel-iron wall and waved a hand mock-casually. “We think we’ve cracked it.”
     No one spoke, or grunted, or even breathed audibly, yet the spike of surprise that passed through the visitors was impossible to miss.
     “You...think,” Teodor said.
     Althea nodded. “The experimental results from our test crystal are consistent with a fifteen percent increase in the speed of light.” She grinned again. “That’s fifteen percent over the speed of light in a vacuum.”
     A gasp circled the group.
     “What can you do with that?” Teodor asked.
     “With that alone? Not much. But that’s just from the power we have from one eighteen-century-old fission reactor that spends most of its juice keeping us alive up here. If my equations are sound, with a terawatt of power I can get raw space to accept passage at approximately Michelson eighty. Give me a terawatt more, and I can drag a fifty-ton mass up to that speed in about two months.” She pulled a mock innocent face. “Hope to Earth in four months or a little better. That fast enough for you?”
     She swept her eyes over the stunned guests.
     “Rothbard, Rand, and Ringer,” Valerie breathed. “You actually did it.”
     Althea nodded. “We think so, Mom.”
     “Wait a moment,” her mother said. “What about reaction mass?”
     “Don’t need it.”
     “How, then?”
     “Basically, the same technique that allows me to increase the speed of light,” Althea said. “Alteration of the permittivity constant, applied differentially—a front-to-back gradient—over an ovoid volume enclosing the mass to be propelled. A properly distributed effusion of gamma rays and W-plus bosons is all it takes to get the process started. Put a negative charge on the outer surface of the vessel, and you're off. That gives you a reactionless drive and the next best thing to perpetual motion. Only works in a hard vacuum, though, so don't expect to use it for anything groundside.”
     The genesmith appeared near to apoplexy. “You altered a fundamental constant of physics?”
     Althea nodded again. “Should I have asked permission first?” She grinned. “I had to, Granduncle. The only way to breach what we call the lightspeed barrier is to alter the conditions that determine lightspeed. The only way to do that is to increase the permittivity of the vacuum. And the only possibility of doing that lay in Althea's Axiom.”
     “Which is?”
     “Constants...aren't.”

     [From Freedom’s Scion.]

     We regard the “fundamental constants of physics” as constants because we don’t know how to alter them...today. However, it’s merely my fiction-enabling speculation that we’ll eventually learn how to do that. One of the most important of all breakthroughs in physical thought arrived with early high-energy physicist Arthur Compton, who argued that certain interactions of light and “fundamental particles” could not be explained without postulating violations of the Conservation of Mass-Energy. Such violations disturbed many physicists of his time. Isn’t that illegal? they chorused. Werner Heisenberg proved that under certain circumstances it was not – that particles with nonzero mass-energy could spontaneously come into existence for time intervals too short to permit them to be observed. From this and other insights, modern quantum physics was born.

     The deep lesson here is one about the “laws of physics.” We believe there are such laws. At any given time we think we have a decent grip on them, at least for those ranges of mass, size, and speed for which we can perform experiments. But by reason of our inherently limited ability to manipulate reality, we can never know them with complete inclusivity and perfect certainty...if they exist at all.

     The EM Drive appears to have challenged the Conservation of Momentum. No doubt a barrage of tests is being planned for it as we speak. We shall see.


     What we posit as “the laws of physics” at any given moment are statements about observable regularities that appear to have no exceptions. That’s how all of science is done:

  1. Researchers note a regular, reproducible phenomenon;
  2. They propose a theoretical structure that would explain it;
  3. They use that theory to make predictions about relevant objects in a relevant context;
  4. They design experiments to test those predictions:
    1. If the experiments produce results that conform to the predictions, they perform further experiments;
    2. But the first time an experiment produces non-conforming results, they abandon the theory and look for another.

     Should Shawyer’s EM Drive withstand rigorous, worldwide testing, it will compel physicists to look beyond the “classical” Law of Conservation of Momentum for still deeper laws that include the “classical” law but explain the EM Drive as well. Human knowledge will be advanced and refined. But it will still be incorrect to say that we know the laws of physics in some absolute sense. Nature doesn’t permit such arrogance.

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

On Thinking Well Of Yourself: A Rumination

Among the problems made possible by the loose use of words -- i.e., a use that distorts their meanings or applies them in a tendentious fashion -- one of the most nagging is our treatment of two of the capital sins: specifically, pride and envy.

These days, you'll hear quite a lot of persons denigrate pride unconditionally, as if there were no such thing as just pride. But there is: pride in accomplishments of one's own that acknowledges the just pride of others in their accomplishments. Sinful pride -- in Latin, superbia -- is of the sort that exalts oneself categorically over others. This is deemed a capital sin because it encourages us toward contempt and lack of charity, and in the worst cases, the dismissal of others' rights.

Our problem with envy is similar but worse. We misuse the word when we apply it to the admiration of another person's special gifts or attainments, perhaps coupled to a yearning for similar things for oneself. That might seem harmless enough, and would be so if it were to stop there. Unfortunately, there are many to whom another person's gifts or good fortune are an inducement to something much worse than innocent admiration or yearning: what Ayn Rand and others have described as "hatred of the good for being the good." That becomes sinful when it morphs into covetousness: the willingness to plot against another, whether it's with or without result, spurred by envy.

But to me, the fascinating part of this is how pride and envy are linked. For it is observably the case that there are persons among us who need to think well of themselves, but are so enviously fixated upon the different or greater gifts of others that they're unable to do so.


Everyone wants to think well of himself. It's innate to our natures as thinking beings. Fortunately, it's possible for anyone, once he's absorbed the right fundamental assumptions and attitudes.

The key to thinking well of yourself -- i.e., acquiring and maintaining just pride -- is the concept of the personal best.

We are united in our common natures, but not in our individual aptitudes. (NB: That is, we are not "equal," never have been, and never will be, but that's a subject for a politically focused tirade.) To achieve the just pride that allows one to think well of oneself requires:

  1. That he learn where his personal strengths and weaknesses lie;
  2. That he strive ceaselessly to improve upon his strengths and remedy his weaknesses;
  3. That he never deceive himself about those things, or fixate on the different or greater gifts of others.

Yes, it's that simple. He who focuses upon personal improvement, rather than on how he compares to others, has a very good chance of achieving just pride. Indeed, if he can maintain that mindset, it's practically guaranteed.

This isn't an epoch-defining discovery by a Twenty-First Century Certified Galactic Intellect; it's something we've known since Socrates. Indeed, it was he who said "Only one thing do I know, and that is that I know nothing:" the ultimate admission that even he, the foremost philosopher of his day, could still improve upon his personal best. Ralph Waldo Emerson rephrased that sentiment with a slightly different focus: "Every man is my superior, in that I can learn from him." That's the proper approach to appreciating and harmlessly exploiting the different and greater gifts of others.

But if this is something "we" have known for many centuries, it doesn't show in the behavior of a lot of our contemporaries.


"To be" means "to be in competition." -- Screwtape

Competition is a useful spur to self-improvement, but if not constrained by the limits to just pride, the competitive urge can carry us far beyond self-improvement. It can lead to a willingness to damage others that we might "rise above them:" a textbook case of hatred in action.

Have a little more C. S. Lewis to that effect:

No man who says I’m as good as you believes it. He would not say it if he did. The St. Bernard never says it to the toy dog, nor the scholar to the dunce, nor the employable to the bum, nor the pretty woman to the plain. The claim to equality, outside the strictly political field, is made only by those who feel themselves to be in some way inferior. What it expresses is precisely the itching, smarting, writhing awareness of an inferiority which the patient refuses to accept.

And therefore resents. Yes, and therefore resents every kind of superiority in others; denigrates it; wishes its annihilation. Presently he suspects every mere difference of being a claim to superiority. No one must be different from himself in voice, clothes, manners, recreations, choice of food: “Here is someone who speaks English rather more clearly and euphoniously than I — it must be a vile, upstage, la-di-da affectation. Here’s a fellow who says he doesn’t like hot dogs — thinks himself too good for them, no doubt. Here’s a man who hasn’t turned on the jukebox — he’s one of those goddamn highbrows and is doing it to show off. If they were honest-to-God all-right Joes they’d be like me. They’ve no business to be different. It’s undemocratic.” [from Screwtape Proposes A Toast]

That "itching, smarting, writhing awareness of inferiority" is what impels the man dominated by envy to contemplate destructive measures. John Ringo exploits the nature of destructive competition brilliantly in his recent novel The Hot Gate. His South American characters are depicted as persons consumed by unjust pride -- pride in status-by-birth, a non-achievement for which they cannot justly claim credit -- who, compelled to confront superior performances by others, don't strive to improve themselves but rather attempt to corrupt those others' achievements, even if it should result in injury or death.

That's how unjust pride -- superbia -- gives rise to sinful envy: covetousness.

The beginnings of sinful envy are often manifested verbally, in the denigration of others or their achievements. Perhaps if it could be halted at that stage, it would be merely a peccadillo. Yet it is a form of injustice, and God is nothing if not just. I can't help but think that even verbal injustice will have unpleasant consequences in the life to come.


Yes, all of this is part and parcel of the need to think well of oneself. If we lacked that need, we would be immune to the temptations of sinful pride and sinful envy. However, as individuals with individualized motivations and gifts, we are right under the crosshairs of both those infernal guns.

Unfortunately, there is no way to immunize oneself against such temptations. Humans are social creatures, forever destined to rub up against one another in ways both pleasant and unpleasant. It's guaranteed that, with the possible exception of lifelong hermits, each of us will repeatedly confront others who are our superiors in some ways...and now and then, perhaps even in all ways.

I've often written of the importance of humility. That virtue is as frequently misinterpreted as is just pride. Humility is merely the willingness to acknowledge reality:

  • That we cannot merely decree that what we want is what shall be;
  • That reality's laws are superior to our desires, opinions, and wills;
  • That others are what they are and have a right to be so, despite our preferences to the contrary.

Inversely, humility is not self-abasement or an imposed belief in one's own inferiority. The humble man need not subjugate himself to anyone or anything. He merely accepts that the world is what it is, and that events will sometimes run contrary to his desires.

The humble man is quite capable of attaining just pride and averting destructive envy. Indeed, humility of that sort is prerequisite to the rest.


If you've been wondering what brought this subject to the top of my stack this fine October morning, yesterday's exceedingly brief piece has garnered invidious reactions that caused me to wonder what I might have said or done. I've concluded, tentatively at least, that any discussion of intelligence and its political and socioeconomic importance simply flicks some persons on their sensitive bits. But perhaps it's because of the writer rather than the subject; that's a possibility I shouldn't overlook.

Well, you can't please everyone, and anyway, I gave up trying long ago. I'm too taxed by struggling to do something others find valuable while striving to concentrate on exceeding my personal bests. As my gifts are few, the former demands more focus from me than it would from more fortunate persons; as my energies are steadily waning with the passage of the years, the latter is more challenging than ever before. Yet those are the things that I must do to think well of myself.

This might seem a strange way to conclude so philosophical an essay, but I'll do it anyway:

Don't expect too much from me. I'm as human as you.